Long Time No See

So...It's been awhile since I've posted anything, but imagine what brings me back here on this fateful night?

Anyone?  Bueller?

Insomnia, that's what.  Not just for the lack of wanting to sleep this time though.  This time is a different story of I literally can't sleep, for fear of the person next to me in this bed will stop breathing at any given moment.

Let's go back a bit shall we?

Well, late last year I broke up with my girlfriend that I had been dating for 3 years.  Sometime after that I started hanging out progressively more with one of my other female friends.  We're not dating, but we're really good friends now what the future holds I'm not really sure.  We'll probably come back to that later.  Well it was this female's birthday today and what better way to celebrate than to get belligerently drunk right?  Well, I wasn't feel all that well and decided I didn't want to drink tonight so I showed up some time later after her and her friends had been drinking for awhile.  Well, I get here and everyone decides it is time to go home and leaves me with the highly intoxicated birthday girl.  No big deal right?  Right again Bob, except for at this point she can barely speak, let alone walk by herself.  Being the guy that I am though I was trying to help her sober up and get her in bed etc.  However, she wants none of this.  She is responding to my help like a 2 year old who wants a new damn toy and you tell them they can't have it.  After much time arguing and fighting her to at least sit down, I finally get her to drink some water and go to bed.

And here we are...sitting here blogging and trying to occupy my time until I can safely say I can sleep.  I don't know if you could really call this insomnia since I am kind of choosing to stay awake this time, but I doubt I would be sleeping anyways so we'll just stick with the insomnia.